When I'm trying to reminiscing event from the past, I felt like something important is missing. I can't feel the emotion when I touched certain memories from the past. It felts empty, emotionless. But I noticed that I'm more focused on facts from the past. Am I become more cynical? It felts really wrong. It felts like I'm not a human being at all, after all human being has emotion. Am I a heartless person?
Damn this thing is really ticking me off.