Thought

Mirror mirror on the wall, who is the most depressive human of all? Ali yeah, Ali.

Well, few days ago I'm kinda struck down by depression, thank God it just a lesser depression. Negativity control almost of my mind and heart that day. It all started when I remember about my past, the one that I supposed to forget completely, yet the memory come back to me and wreck havoc in my mind.

Some of my twitter friend ask me if I'm ok, so I answer their question honestly. Then they gave some advice such as "If you ever felt depressed, please find and talk to someone", I really appreciate their advice. Yeah, I agree the people who feel depressed should talk to someone in order to reduce the depression level. Well, for me, I just want people to notice me and say "hi there, are you ok?". I'm just tired of chasing people you know. I'm glad someone contacted me through whatsapp that day, you really made my day. Thank you.

Maybe I feel a lil bit lonely on that day, since I'm living alone in this house for 2 weeks after exam. I like to be alone, but too much loneliness can cause depression.

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