Well, I just wanna share my thought since I can't sleep, well, I'm having a thought about whether people around me understand me or not. I just have this feeling that no one will ever understand me eventhought I already explain about something or anything to them.
I ended up kept all things to myself and rarely talk to people around me, my close friend and my family. Whenever they ask questions, I answer it as simple and short as possible, because I hate explaining something that people don't understand. "Yes", "no", "okay", that's my common answer.
The worst part, I have the feeling that I'll will have a shorter lifespan than other normal people out there, with my current lifestyle, not eating meals properly, having migraine almosy everyday and so on. Maybe cancer cell in my body has awaken. I know "awaken" sound absurd, but you all should know this, every single human on planet Earth has cancer cell in their body, waiting for a moment of awakening and wreck havoc toward every part of your body.
Well, the simple answer? We just have to wait and see.
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