Thoughts

Today is the birthday of my father.

Genap 5 tahun dah tak sambut hari lahir ayah ngan mak. I feel terrible. You know, it's quite hard for me to explain things inside my mind right now, too messy. I did try, I closed my eye and tried to concentrate on my own thought, but it was useless.

Tonight around 10pm, I'll travel back to Mukah, and I'm going to spend that time enjoying life, with or without friends. I want to let go assignment and project for a while. This is a tough week for me, depression hit me again, loneliness conquer me bla bla bla whatever.

That's all I can tell you for now, argh letih nak explain messy thought ni, dah la kena fikir dalam dalam pastu nak construct sentences lagi, pun tak jadi.

Ah, I should quit rambling. Goodnight.