Observing.... Thing....s

When I studied at KML, I usually go to stadium, sit on the bench or whatever it is, then I observed people. Weird right? Supposedly people go to stadium and do some sport activity and shit, but there I was, sitting and observing people's behavior, routine and shit. Why I observe people from distance, why I didn't approach some of them, start conversation and at the same time observe their behavior and so on?

Mostly people tend to fake their behavior when they meet strangers, why? Because no one trust strangers. I myself don't trust strangers, except when in critical situation.

So, I discover that people behave in different, unique ways. And for those who said "I behave normal je, and banyak manusia kat luar tu sama mcm I." FUCK YOU, YOU PIECE OF WASTE PRODUCT. You see, all of us are unique in our own way. Some people love to be alone, and some love to spend their time with friends. Some people prefer manga, some prefer anime. Some people are extrovert, and some are introvert. I can't explain further cause I'm not a human behavorial professor who can explain it smoothly.

There's one thing I really want to know. I want to know the way I behave and react to my peers. I want to observe myself in 3rd person view. Why? Because I don't understand myself. People say that there's a time when I was really rude to people, but I didn't notice it at all. If I have the ability to observe myself in 3rd person view, that would be great.

This things just popped in my mind just now, the ability to see the world from other people perspective. I mean, if there is a way for human being to share their view, perspective, or record their observation and share it with other, that would be great. People can understand each other more easily I think.

So........ What now?

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