Knp ngan huruf A?
Sbb aku minat ngan perempuan yg namanya start with alphabet A. Oh I don't know why. Nickname A pun termasuk gak aih. What's wrong with me? Nasib baik minat aja, kalau in love, memang one sided la. Takkan terbalas. Kot. I don't know. Entah. Takut nak luah. Kalau diterima, maybe slow n steady, kalau kena reject, maybe things change and aku dan dia, dia dan dia takkan talk to each other lepas tu, kalau cakap pun maybe balas 1 atau 2 word aje. Well right now, I am comfortable being alone, jarang bertemu ngan kawan, buat keja sorang2, bla bla bla and load of lone wolf stuff. It's good so far.
But still, it never feels right. Like I said in previous post (I dunno which one), human nature is to seek out other human, or living being, because human can't live alone. Even Robinson Crusoe seek birds, cat, and goat for company. So the main question is, who is the one that is worth our time? You'll never discover one if you don't give any effort to find one. My friend said if you want to win her heart, then seek her parents.
Can I do this? Yes I can.
And if I fail? Then, I'll take a deep breath, identify the failure, learn from it and move on.
It maybe sound simple, but it is hard for me, considering that I have emotional problems.
Ok that's all. Goodnight.
Love, A.
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