Dad

Hai,

So, for today post, it's kinda emotional a lil bit, so if you want to read it, click seguente, it's up to you.

Thought of an insomnia dude

Having some heartache because of 'thing' that happened a few hours ago plus I can't sleep, so I decided to post something in my "gloomy takdak style" blog.
So I wanna ask to you, yea you. What is 'Promise'? Do promises really meant to be broken? Is promise a new type of excuse?

Sometimes I hate people that make promises that they can't keep, those people are liar, they consider promise as a deception method to get their things done. I'm quite impressed to someone who manage to fulfill their promises and for that you have my respect. Why? Because your kind are hard to find nowadays, just as similar as the legendary pokemon. Well if you don't treat them well, they might die, if you know what I mean.

And yeah I know that sometimes we need to break our promises because of certain circumstances and I can't blame them for breaking their promises, but at least try to come up with something rather than nothing. Because you guys, yeah the one who make promises, are giving us hope, a hope that someday you'll fulfill your promises toward us. But you all did differently, giving us hope with your promises, then left us hanging, waiting, and wondering. In my case, I started to stop hoping for something, let it be, almost everything, I know that I'm going to fail my first examination paper, and I don't do anything about it. I stop hoping that I can turn the tide and pass the paper. I just let it fail. Hope is the most powerful thing that can drive people to excel in anything that they pursue. The things that can destroy hope are empty promises.

I don't know whether I'm blinded by those broken promises I hold or what, but don't left us hanging and wondering, try to explain why can't you fulfill you promise.

FYI, I really hate people who make empty promises. I HATE YOU.

A.

I miss you

To be honest, I miss you. Yeah I want to meet you but I lost your phone number, phone problem, and I have to factory reset it. Maybe you wonder why I didn't contact you. Heh. Part of me said "go and meet you", the other part of me said "no". Well I'm still having this heartache when I watch your face. I tried so hard not to remember your face, so I don't have to feel the heartache.

Crashed

Yesterday you flew higher, but today, you've been shot down and brought down to Earth.