Hi, it's been a while.
I haven't publish post for quite some times since I don't know what to share with you all (duh, as if someone open this blog and read the posts inside).
FYI, things getting better, or normal, or whatever it is. Life is always busy as usual....... *few weeks later* ........now where was I? Haha. I started to write about this during midterm break. I left it in the draft because I didn't feel like to continue writing it. So now I'll continue it anyway. I have so much things to do right now, but I feel lost, I don't know which one should i start first.
So much things revolved in my mind lately. I rarely talk to someone about my problem, my concern, etc etc etc. I just don't know who should I talk to, and if I found the person, I don't know which one should I tell. There's a time when felt like it is a completely useless to share your problem with someone because in the end, the problem never solved. Is it okay if I do things alone? By myself? Yes? No? I don't know. "You always the same" "you never change", I guess I always give someone some hard time. From that onwards, I distrust everyone. Maybe that's the reason why I didn't share my problem to anyone, even my best friends. People can't accept who I am. And I think it is better for me to be alone. The only one who can cheer me up is myself. The one who can comfort me during my bad day is myself. I've handle all the emotional damage by myself. I don't to be in love anymore.
Dear blog, I'm sorry to fill you with such negative and sad thinking. This is the only medium I have to release my sadness. And for that I'm very sorry.
